As the world comes together in various #occupy conglomerations, I feel real changes occurring. People are waking up in consciousness. It is no longer okay for the 1% to be holding all the power. People are expressing their democratic rights. It’s a good thing and it can be a peaceful thing.
With so much change happening on the outside of myself, combined with an intention to change my blog anyway, I ought not be too surprised that the recent hacking job on my blog has forced me to delete everything I have posted before today.
That’s a few months’ work…
I felt a little twinge of – I don’t know what. Grief? Sadness? Or maybe just that feeling that comes when you really detach from something. And maybe I could have figured out how to restore it, but frankly, I’m all for starting over. There have been recent internal shifts for me and it is only appropriate that the content of my blog reflect this shift. Because it’s good. Really, really good. It is time to start over.
I lost everything AND the energy on this blog is brand new. I don’t have a real clear vision of where it’s going, but I’m open to allowing Spirit to show me. I do know that I am no longer going to write for anyone who does not believe in our spiritual connection to money. I’m just not. Money is a spiritual matter and I have experimented with my own life enough to know this is Truth. From this day forward, I shall be writing with clarity on what I know and what is unfolding in my life on the subject of money.
I have lived (up until recently) a rather pinched off life. I have experimented, often unconsciously, just how powerful our thoughts are on what expresses in our reality. You can read more about my story on my updated About page.
No matter what financial situation you are in right now, if you want change, the first thing to do is to truly accept your current conditions and that your beliefs have brought them about. Stop pretending everything is okay. If everything was okay, the desire for change would not exist.
This is no different than any other situation you choose to change. Accept fully, all feelings related to your current situation. Get right into FEELING what you may have been resisting up until now. Feel the feelings. I wasn’t too thrilled this afternoon to be deleting all my blog files, but I allowed myself to really feel what came up. I know, from experience, to deny those feelings, to pretend I don’t feel anything, builds up resistance. What we resist, persists.
Feel everything. Yes, it might be painful at times. But uncovering those unconscious beliefs that are running in the background are the only way to move forward with your life, financial or otherwise.
jean says:
Sounds like time for a whole new experiment with the sources of money. I can see that happening for you clearly! Thanks for the persistence.
Sue says:
For sure! Nothing happens without some purpose, whether evident or not.
Deborah says:
perhaps the blessing is the starting over, the new, the freshness – there’s a purpose for it….
Neale Donald Walsch said:
…that it sometimes looks like “one thing after the other,”
but really, it is Blessing After Blessing.
I know, I know…you don’t experience it that way. But
that’s because you don’t see it that way. In this business
of life, “What you see is what you get.”
If you think you are looking at struggle, struggle is what
you will experience. If you decide that you are looking
at a gift (even if you can’t see it clearing in this exact
moment), a gift is what you will get. Just wait. You’ll
see. I mean that literally. You will see.
Love, Your Friend….
Sue says:
Life is really amazing, isn’t it? That’s where the real faith came in for me. From a spiritually immature perspective those difficult situations sure don’t look or feel like blessings. Real faith is shifting one’s perspective – and spiritually maturing in the process – to be able to see the blessings. Thank you, friend.